Restless Ways
2010-05-06

i wonder why i'm not okay tonight
but i don't really want to be okay.
i must always be consumed by something, someone.
i take every thought to the limit,
every memory to the most painful extent.
over and over,
i chase moments in my mind.
won't leave room for rest
or simplicity.
i desire to be swallowed whole,
hopelessly devoured
and constantly in motion.
so i won't, not even for a second,
have to remember your face
my secrets, the truth,
the past and these words out of place.
not for a second,
will i think of you
and all the things undone
i can't make untrue.

 

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