The one place I want to go is the one place impossible.
Sometimes I press against the walls that hold me just to see if they'll be able to withstand everything if I'm not okay ever again.
Sometimes I press against the walls that hold me just to see how much they can take, because I've got so much more to hold inside.
I will not be forced to settle into something I'm unsatisfied with. I will not allow myself to lose the last shred of the woman I used to be. I will not make decisions that ruin me over you.