the thought of giving up on you
consumes me more than the pain of losing you every time
but what else can i do,
what else do you need from me?
what else can i give to you?
i can't stop crying
how can i go on without you,
without ever having known you
i believed so strongly that
you existed in me
that now i do not know what would be left
a hole, an unfixable devastation
i can feel you seeping out
i can feel it creeping in
what more could i offer
to have you with me again.