are you proud of me [mother]
that i hate you to your grave
are you proud of me [sister]
im something you couldnt save
are you proud of me [father]
you rarely come to my mind
are you proud of me [brother]
that i left you behind
are you proud of me [friends]
that im a ghost of dishonesty
are you proud of me [lover]
are you really?
for all this pride i lay me down && die && before you leave cover me up in the blanket of ashes from your persecuted soul
--are you proud of me now
--with all the secrets i never told
all the rituals you allow
dancing upon their graves in hate