my world smears
and blurs
from the spinning
or the tears
im never sure
ill kill my pain
frustration
and anger
with fast movements
my eyes out of focus
spinning in circles
between 4 walls
music pounding
on the echo
on my heart
it understands this
this rhythm
of broken boundaries
of screaming injury
the whole world
can hear this song
but no one hears
the agony singing along
what a waste
dancing in the shadows
of a neon world
no one sees her in focus
this little spinning girl.