you know what?
fuck it.
this is me.
this is heart disease in twenty years
this is strange cravings
and sorry feelings
and strong opinions
and fuckyous all day long
this is my truth
my witness
my every single fucking song
on repeat, forever,
and i am never
so help me fucking god, ever
wrong.
in my life, i decide
i decide every day
and fuck you
and fuck you always
for thinking you get a say
this is me
alcohol in the morning
absolutely nothing done
this is my powerful voice
this is my unforgiving choice
and so tomorrow i run
or break my heart on stone
but you don't get a word
this is me, me alone.