staring at the ceiling
these walls splattered
with all my feeling
her face;; her soul
my minds reeling
dont want to see
did i ever open
these pretty fire eyes
dazzled in passion
i mistook these lies
was there ever
anything to take
but still something
my heart--was gonna break
this ceiling
these walls
they scream at me
in stagnant halls
nightmares i feel
when im so alert
so deathly aware
of the hurt
my hearts swollen
pressing into
the window pane//pain
my secret cell for you
my little hell
locked inside
without your voice
nowhere to hide
under this ceiling
inside these walls.