it's been awhile
hasn't it now?
since i spoke
since i thought
since i remembered you exist
it's been awhile
and i'm so happy
that you're so far gone
that i'm not what you thought
that i really don't care
it's an amazing bliss
to have you not here
not close
not haunting, though i'm sure you are
i was done to me
one thousand time worse
and they matter more to me
you can call it
what you want
but naming it at all
only makes you wrong
and someday you'll be less than nothing
don't assume
you know anything
about what happens here